THREE POEMS ON DISLOCATION AND PANDEMIC
torn
let’s break ourselves open
let our insides out
the tender parts we hide and protect
the heart was never meant
to shelter in place
it heals
by bleeding
habeas corpus
o Lord
even if
i cannot
taste
or touch you
as I have
may
your Word
wet my lips
and
feed
my body
rather
than argue
with fate
let me
feast
on your
mystery
fill me
with wine
human hands
have not
made
give me
bread
that alone
satisfies
my hunger
even
as it
leaves me
craving
sacrament
my hand shook
for no reason
the coffee
ran around the rim
and leaping
from the cup
landed
around me
as if
I had
baptized myself
or
spilled a chalice
or
was celebrating
exuberantly
but
no such
occasion
existed
except
the morning